To heart, I'm an average girl. No matter what I feel, to an extent, I'm still average. Seen as God's Child, just like you. He sees us all significant and that makes us all average. Our similarities holds us together. And we try to break away. Independence is what many seek. We don't want to be seen as another girl or boy. Not another shy or outgoing person. What we want is to make a difference and make a mark in the world. Why? Because we want to be remembered, adored? Created bigger than we are?
Everything we've ever done in life. Why did we do it? To bring our own happiness? Satisfaction? To achieve our hopes of fame or creating a difference?
Do you feel like you have a meaning to the world? To God or anyone? We are all average. One day we will all die. These similarities hold us bound to one another and God.
Are you a believer or not? Do you dare risk eternity to hell? Those who murder to achieve their dreams, why do they dare? What is it that we're fighting for? What have you become so obsessed with to destroy another's dream?
You're still insignificant, average. Only to God can you be seen great. Only to those you help can you be seen as something good.
You can gain fame, you're dream, but for how long will you have it? God can promise forever peace, Heaven.
While fame and money, to achieve it, will you commit sin, to gain something you think is worth more, but won't even last an eternity?

I am average, just like you. I feel, I believe, I think. And I have made my decision. I will follow God, while at the same time reaching for my goals in life. I may crumble and fall, but God will know I didn't cheat or sin to achieve my dreams. And if I do reach my dreams, I can know I deserve them. On Earth I'm the average human being, but to God, I can be so much more.
-------

I felt the urge to write and I did.

I feel the urge to commit my life to God and peace. I love my life and my God, but the past two years I have been loosing as well as gaining faith. I would fall astray, but then come back with hope and twice as much faith. I pray for those who are lost that they may find their meaning in God.
To others this is another speech about following God. But this is from my heart and I truly believe. Never before have I believed so much.

I'm feeling very good spirited this mourning.